June 2, 2011 @ 9:11 PM
I am feeling really down now. Read a blog post about baby pooh. The content are all about baby pooh and partially me. I know this is all because of jealousy but I just can't help thinking about it. I'm afraid I might go insane one day. Why doesn't people feel happy for us? Instead all they do was just criticize us and say things that are not true. Don't judge a book by it's cover! Haven't you heard of this phrase? I bet everyone had. My life has been so dramatic. Friends around me are not true. Now I see it. I hope it's not too late. I'm blessed to still have a few true friends around me that I know can be trusted for sure. And as for those who betrayed me, I feel sorry for you. Karma will hit you in the face someday. I should live my life the way I want from today onwards. I will not get affected by the nasty things people has to say about me. As long as my friends, family and I know who I truly am, that's enough for me. My life will be filled with happiness and not hatred like you. Gossips will always be because of jealousy. I know you're jealous of me. And I'm happy because your life sucks and I'm living a life you could only dream of! Thanks for making me realize. If I have a chance to meet you again in person, I will thank you for making my life so wonderful, for making me awake and see that the world is not really like what I thought it was, for making me realize who are the ones that are true to me, for making me realize that I should appreciate what I have now because I don't want to lose it and be fucking regret like you. :)