March 20, 2012 @ 1:21 AM
It's my sixth day here. I'm done unpacking and got most of the basic necessities. Just need to get some furniture for the room then everything will be done. Sis has been really hardworking searching for 2nd hand furniture on the web. She wants my stay here to be comfy even though she had to use up almost 50% of her savings just to get me nice furniture as she knows I'm a really demanding person. She's such a sweet sister. I promise I'll never let you down anymore. I've been so rebellious back in Malaysia and she's the only person who understands me. My parents may seem like they've completely lost hope in me but I know deep down inside, they love and care for me a lot. It has been really hard on my parents because they had to fork out money for my studies here. This is the reason why I did not rebel against them when they forced me to come here. I know they're doing this for my own good. I may not have the best parents ever (sometimes I really think that my family is quite screwed up) but I learnt that everything happens for a reason and I have to accept the fact and just move on with life and make the best out of it. I don't come from a rich family either, just average but I will learn to be contented with what I have. I promise I will do the best I could and be the obedient little girl I used to be again. I love my family as much as I love my life.
I miss home.
p/s: Deleted my older posts. Coming to melbourne is almost like starting a new life to me so I thought I might as well start blogging all over again.
p/s: Deleted my older posts. Coming to melbourne is almost like starting a new life to me so I thought I might as well start blogging all over again.